And You Keep On Glowing//Days 24-26

So I was going to sobsobsob about certain sadness/loneliness I've been feeling recently, but I am more or less over that. I talked it out a bit, and realized it completely makes sense that I'd feel lonely because I am alone (duhhh). I do like being in relationships, though I can obviously survive being single too, but it is nice to have that constant. Plus, the fact that I don't have any money so I can't really go out too often and being around people just adds to my feelings of isolation. And in the relationship sector, the...random series of events that occurred were pretty much out of left field and not something I had ever dealt with. I was trying to heal from so many things after that breakup, that I don't know I ever dealt with the most basic part of a breakup...being alone. And now that I am completely over all that stuff, I guess that starts coming around.

I was being totally melodramatic and emo and regretting my past breakups and thinking I should've acted differently to still be with some of those people, but then I realized, if I didn't try to immediately (or at least relatively close after) get back with them, it was obviously for many reasons that we broke up (and it had probably been a long time coming). But sometimes it is easy to forget about all of that logical stuff when we are upset.

In other non-mopey news, I had a cool job interview today, which led to another job interview, which will lead to another semi-interview tomorrow. It seems quite likely that I will get the job, which is a funky kind of position and definitely the kind of job that can make you proud of your work and soothe your soul, though I still have to see the specifics of it...pay, hours, and such. Naturally, I am now already bored/exhausted by it, mainly because it interferes with my sleep/being lazy schedule...which means it is EXACTLY what I needed. In school news, next week I will begin the printing and copy process, and then the following week I can finish up applications and be mailing them off around Thanksgiving. So all in all, it seems like things are going pretty well

*Post title from Train's "Get To Me" (I remember I used to have some random meaning attached to this song a few years back...but I honestly have no idea what it is now)



DAY 24
Today I decided that I would pull out a wild card and not do this challenge. I write my parents letters from time to time, and they are always sappy and make everyone cry, even if it is in my random Spanish. So for once, I will plead the fifth on personal grounds. Just one time.


DAY 25
In my bag right now...is so much crap. A clip, a folder with resumes, an application, and references, my wallet, my planner, a pen, a small perfume bottle, gum, a brush, bandaids, hand sanitizer, and random bits of paper with addresses and directions. And soon, the book I am currently reading will be in there as well as my keys, my glasses case (with eye drops and contacts), my nose spray and my makeup case.

And to think, this is one of my medium-sized purses...


DAY 26
Generally, I like my friends (duhh). I am excessively thankful to certain friends for helping me through my crazy time this year. I honestly have no idea what I would've done without them and their advice (even if I may not have always listened to it at the time)